Hi everyone, I want to post this as a grievance of my experience after layoff.
It's been over 12 months and I can't find a job or make it past more than 2 rounds in an interview.
I gave usaa over 9 years of my life and thought that the usaa brand would have enough weight to keep me competitive in the market.
At USAA, I did everything from product to marketing to experience owner and even program management.
I felt like the skills i learned and even all the training like the safe agile training would help me in the job market.
After a whole year of searching, interviewing, getting my hopes up, and realizing in those interviews that my skills were dated, I cried.
I don't have anywhere or anyone to help teach me these new skills especially as ai has taken over. All of the stuff USAA did for adopting AI is so far behind. It's so overwhelming to see that the market has moved so far past what we were doing.
How am i supposed to learn how to use AI if I can't even afford a subscription at this point? I have a family to feed and if I spend money on a subscription, it takes away from that because I don't have a job anymore.
I have tried applying to USAA multiple times over the past year but have not gotten a call back.
And the saddest part is that my colleagues that I worked with for almost a decade have become too busy to help me get a foot back in the door. I've helped so many of these people get promotions and advocated for them. It really hurts to have such a big part of my professional identity tied to USAA and I can't even get anyone I thought was a friend on the phone.
I used to think I was good at every role I had at usaa, and that was more than likely true. I was promoted and had great reviews. But after months of rejection, I find myself just questioning if I will ever make it out.
Its lonely out here.
I wish I was back in with the people I used to work with every day.
I wish nothing changed because it was good.
But most of all, I wish that if I got laid off, I would have gotten laid off sooner because then at least I would have an easier time adapting to the market. If you were laid off in the past 16 months, you would know what im talking about.
The job market is different. Companies only want the best now. I even had an interview with a former USAA exec and she told me that she doesn't really hire from usaa because the organization was too slow to market, so most of the skills were built only for usaa.
Ughh. Im just ranting now.
Im sorry guys.