I've been feeling depressed at times since leaving my job through the VSP. Don't get me wrong, there are moments when I feel happy, relieved, and glad that I made the decision to take it. But then there are other moments when I wonder if I should have stayed and waited to see if they would have laid me off instead.
The job market is brutal right now. So many companies want people to work in the office or in a hybrid setting, which I honestly don't mind. The difficult part is knowing that I could be competing with 100 or more other people for the same opening.
I'm trying to stay positive and have faith that the right opportunity will come along. Still, I can't always shake the feeling of questioning whether I made the right decision. The lack of opportunities and the uncertainty about what comes next can be overwhelming, and some days are harder than others.
I'm sharing this because I wonder if others who took a VSP or left their jobs recently are feeling the same way. Sometimes it's reassuring to know we're not alone in these feelings.
I'm doing my best to keep moving forward, stay hopeful, and believe that something good is still ahead. ❤️