I truly do. It's making my life a living he-l. But I desperately need a job due to a health issue so there's literally nothing I can do about it. Fu-k my life.
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There isn't literally nothing you can do about it.
If even with your health condition, you're able to work the job you currently have, then that means you are capable of applying to getting yourself a new job in a different industry or company, and work there (with health benefits included) for your future.
If you choose to convince yourself that "there's literally nothing I can do about it!" then you'll remain stuck and unhappy.
If however, you TRY to DO, and consistently KEEP DOING all that you CAN to get yourself out of this situation, you'll find something better, and you WILL have found a way out.
It's up to you though, and if you truly want to improve your circumstances, you have to start by getting out of the helpless victim mindset to succeed.
No one else is going to do this for you.
Buck up and get sh!t done.
This is YOUR LIFE!
All you can do is to try and equalize things somewhat
https://www.gutenberg.org/cache/epub/26184/pg26184-images.html
this may give you some inspiration!