It is finally over for me.
I couldnt help but be a little sad as I left the building behind today, over the lost potential of these years.
I see stately buildings with modern facilities and think back on how hopeful I was. It wasnt more than a few months before everyone was getting purged and the interim guy tried to hold it together.
I look at that same building now and I see an empty parking lot and cant help but see that as an allegory for where we are at.
Everyone is hiding, trying not to attract too much attention and I feel like nothing I did will be part of what survives what is coming.
I am letting it go now, and I feel loads better but this will take a bit.
Every human being wants work that matters to justify the expenditure of so much time at a place. I am saddened to say I will miss no one, and have nothing positive to take away, and that is not how I am. I can usually find sometging good in everything
Best of luck to you all. I hope my experience was mine alone but I suspect not.