Hope this helps for those in a similar situation and I appreciate if you can give some kind words.
- 2021 PADP result: NSI
- 2020 PADP result: excellent
- Division: research and technology
- Years with XOM: 4~6 years
- Age: 30+ year old
- Asian, Male
- Totally shocked and unprepared for the 2021ranking result.
- Felt severe depression in the following week. Would wake up in mid night due to a feeling of sadness.
- Given a week by HR to consider and choose between PIP or PIL.
- Despite anger and a strong urge to quit, eventually selected PIP as it sends less shock waves to my life and the people around me.
- Meanwhile, have spent every night and weekend working on job hunting. It's a lot work as I haven't done it in years. Feeling exhausted.
- About 10 applications submitted so far.
- Received interview invites from 2 companies.
- First company sent a negative notice after two rounds of interviews.
- Waiting for the result from the second company after two rounds of interviews... if passed, then there should be a final round...