Reposting this comment as this forum is filled with more and more trolls:
I mean this kindly, but anyone who feels this level of emotional impact from a corporation needs therapy. It is not healthy to have your wellbeing and self worth be tied to a faceless entity.
You need to love and respect yourself and understand that a job is just a means to an end. The things that matter are your friends and family, your health, and how you spend your time outside of work.