We take pride in being human centered but this entire charade has been anything but...... Monday we all had to sit in front of a computer with no meetings watching the time tick away just waiting for your turn. Everytime you heard the chime of your computer you jumped to see if you were being pulled into a meeting with a GP to find out your fate. You watched your colleagues and friends get fired. Even if you didn't get one of those calls now your left with anxiety of what's my future or survivors guilt of why were you saved and everyone else is gone? Last night was worse, no sleep because everyone around me was let go and my team is getting split up to several areas and I will no longer be with them but as a leader who cares I worry that they are being set up for failure.
The saddest part is the firm lied. They made the ISP sound like not a big deal. They will give us at lest 60 days notice. Then at the 11th hour they shared our last day to work was Sept 5th then at the 11th hour and 59 minutes they said by the way once you get ISP'd no more access to systems or the building. Really you are done after that call. AND you can't talk to anyone until Wednesday. We don't even get to say goodbye to people. That's what hurts the most. These are people we have worked with for 15, 20 or 25 years. They are our family. We have always supported each other. Sorry ELT you will never have to experience the anxiety or mental anguish we have over the past 5 months. This has been so cruel on so many levels. Good luck to everyone today and the rest of the week. May you find the peace you need and may God watch over all of you and provide what is needed for you and your families