I started here back in July. Didn’t know a soul, had never done this type of job (HCM-RN). I have lived the life of a hospital nurse. We all know how stressful that can be. I was thinking I would be coming to something more low key, low stress. Boy was I wrong. I’m getting ready to move to my 3rd team and 3rd coach. I’m still new at the job, I need support and consistency. I want to do well. I want to do Humana proud.i want to be a good employee. But how can I when the expectations change every month? All coaches are different. Each has their own way they want you to do things. This will be my third team and I have little support for this job I’m just barely getting to know. I’m failing at this job and I have never failed at anything! And now I am going to have to account for every second of my day? I am supposed to chart in a certain amount of time and if I don’t then I get put on a performance improvement plan and will look bad when other workplaces call for references? I am supposed to take a whole new roster and get through it with a passing MPS and not get overtime? Not go over a 20 minute lunch and still attend the mandatory meetings and such? And I am supposed to do it all with a smile on my face and all the while letting the members know how great Humana is? Is that humanly possible or is Humana setting me up for further failure? I think so.
I have worked myself into a tizzy. Yes oh yes I am fervently looking for another job and in fact I picked up applications from 2 grocery stores today (BSN degree). I know someone is going to say nobody is making me stay here. I know that and I want to go. I just WANT THAT SEVERANCE PACKAGE. If anyone from HR reads this, please reach out to me. I need out, I want out, but I need that severance. This situation is making me physically ill.