These past few weeks have been torture since learning I was one of the ones being laid off. I had a meeting with my supervisor immediately after the announcement, but since then, I feel completely ignored. We are forced to attend weekly team meetings, where all we hear is talk of the future and how things will be different. We are expected to attend town halls where all the successes of the past year and financials are discussed and cheered, and not one single second is spent talking about the cost of these profits in the loss of employees. I made my metrics. My quality scores were 100%. So why me? That's what nobody can (or will) answer.
I am sad. I am angry. But, da---t, I am not invisible. Each day I show up, force a smile, and take care of members, even when I would rather go back to bed. Is it so hard to acknowledge how difficult this is for some of us and show some sensitivity? Sorry for the rant, I just had to get it out.