I don’t usually post personal stuff, but I need to get it off my chest...
55 yo, 12 years @ Cisco, so it's been a while.
On paper, it’s a great job—good salary, solid benefits. But in reality? I feel completely stuck.
The culture here has deteriorated very much over the years. It was never great, but now is bad...
Promotions and rewards go to yes-men, not the people actually doing the work.
If you don’t nod along and play the game then you’re pretty much invisible.
I do my job well, but it doesn’t matter at all as my mgr has no real opinion about me... And I know they’ll never recognize my contributions no matter what I did.
I see people who do almost nohning, they are coasting by since they have the right connections.
Nepotism, favoritism, corporate politics, positioning, back-stabbing, the list is long...
LRs galore & every time, it’s like a slo-mo execution, always guessing who is next... You see entire teams wiped out overnight.
No loyalty, no respect for the individual anymore.
The execs are just playing their own game, maximizing their stock plays - while the rest of us pretend like our work actually matters. ..
I (increasingly) feel like I have no way out... I like my paycheck. I like my benefits.
But I get zero satisfaction from my job, and the idea of staying here for another 10 yrs just to retire at 65 feels soulcrushing.
But at 55, who’s going to hire me, where do I go? Do I really want to start over? Is there even a better alternative out there?
I know I should probably just QuietQuit and go through the motions... but something about that feels equally depressing as I want to do good work...
I used to take pride in my work but now I wonder if any of it even matters. Probably not, not at all...
Oh, well - now you have it - it's off my chest....
Has anyone else been through this?
Did you find a way out?
Or did you just learn to accept it?