Looking back, I should have heeded the advice to not accept the offer. It’s a very toxic environment. I’ve been lied to, gaslighted, harassed, and had ideas stolen. Even had a supervisor who insinuated he will harm my career for not going along with whatever nonsense he wants to float up the chain. It’s a lie when they tell you to show courage of conviction. This is not the place for a good career or for mental health. Always watch your back because those who claim to be your friend will not be there when the going gets tough. Supervisor and colleague never checked on my well being during the darkest days of COVID. All they cared about is more work products.
Stay long enough and you will have PTSD from the experience. I’m glad I got out and managed to salvage all that is important to me. A career that I can be proud without XOM and health.