By short timer I mean that I spent a short period of time at State Farm, thankfully. I was excited about the idea of job security and structure. I know better now. My short time at SF was a skill killer, except the things I do to skill up in my free time. It’s completely unacceptable to not invest in your staff, having people skill up with training, etc...kind of like fostering a growing team. The way I felt was that SF didnt want to do anything for me until I did some amazing things for them. This was the first place that I had such anxiety to perform and produce results with nothing to actually produce. There was so much overlap with other teams that it became such an idea killer. So much obstruction from other teams which also killed ideas. The obstruction killed me...having to fight tooth and nail to be able to do my job.
The grass is greener outside of SF, I have a fantastic leader (prior-military) who knows what it means to fight and enable teams. I go to work happy now, with rewarding work and a great team. And I have training opportunities now.