It has been three weeks since the layoff. I am still here and thankful to have a job. Not thankful to Walt or Rick or even Boston Consulting Group. Thankful to God, the universe, myself, the Flying Spaghetti Monster or whatever else you might be thankful to.
Despite that I don’t find my anger at what has transpired since July lessening. Each time I run the timeline through my head again I get upset. Return to office, office closings, layoff announcement, tone deaf emails telling us to just focus on the client and use new horizons to take care of your sick parent, return to office delay, angry Walt not caring what employees think, actual layoffs, threat of more layoffs with [I am confident we won’t have a day like that again but we have to be realistic we don’t know what the environment will do] and still return to office to come.
Am I being unreasonable here? Should I be starting to get over this? I will still do everything I can in my role but I feel such animosity and I am afraid it will show