- But it looks like I am just being foolish and turning a blind eye to the reality here.
I am going to spend all my spare time applying to as many external jobs as I can and preparing for interviews. I don't know if I will be able to land an offer by the time September rolls around but I will try my best.
There doesn't seem to be a future here and people just seem demoralized and unhappy. No point in having anxiety on weekend and thinking if I will keep my job here no matter how hard I work. There literally isn't any rubric or criteria for performance evaluation and it just seems arbitrary