First of all, I have to preface this by saying I know the pain of being laid off. I had a dream job for going on five years, only to be laid off at the end of 2025. It su-ks. It hurts. You question yourself. Unfornuately, it is normal and no one is trully safe.
The best you can do is improve yourself. Don't get comfortable. Take one day at a time.
I'm relatively new at EJ and I definitely have mixed feelings knowing all of this. Keep your head up and don't question yourself.