It's been a rough three years at PepsiCo. I can't stomach another day. Opening my laptop is like opening a coffin; I cringe to think what's inside. They've destroyed me mentally and physically. I'm checking out without even having another job lined up. Tired, whipped, and exhausted of the toxic atmosphere. I look out the windows and envy the landscaping crew. I've watched my friends come with a pep in their step and leave on a mental gurney. The only ones left are bloodsuckers that smile at you while they're looking at you as their next victim. I feel bad for the young kids who just don't know better. At least they'll be fluent in English and Spanish. Just time to move on. Later!
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If anything costs you your peace, it’s not worth it. Congrats on putting your mental health first.
Update - Thanks to most of you for your support. The deal was done. I'm at the house looking out the window. Such a nice day. Think I'll go clean the yard. I slept better the last two nights than I have in the last two years. The weight and toxins of that place are leaving my mind and body little by little. Should have done this last year. smh Knowing I don't have a job right now is something I'll address in April. Since I'm no longer chasing the big money, something small should do. I need those mental scars to heal right now. I think I'll just take the month off and rest. I think I'll go and have a coke now, just because.
Best of luck, darling! It has been incredibly difficult.
What kind of job do you have at PepsiCo?
This is a bit dramatic
Very best wishes to you!!
May you find an intellectually fulfilling and joyful role at a great company.
Good Luck!