"Okay, thank you for the responses, and every day i notice something else."
There ain't nothing worse than living in fear, brother. It's awful. It drains you. As if your job isn't hard enough, you start looking for things, like if your SM makes eye contact. He doesn't. What does this mean? you ask yourself. You dig a little deeper, and your ASM pretty much tells you not to worry about it.
But you do. Of course you do. I'll bet your newsstand is one of the best in the company. I'll bet that you know a lot of your customers, people who come up to ask if a new edition of a particular magazine has come out yet; and you know, and find it for them, and feel great for a few minutes when your customers thank you, smile, and go buy that magazine.
Then you go home, and lay awake worrying if your job is going to be gone tomorrow. I know the feeling. I worked, for awhile, for a SM who ran hot and cold. One day you were fine, the next day you were raked over the coals like a brisket at a Texas BBQ. You never knew which guy he would be when you came in for work. It was hell. Finally, I got transferred, and my old SM left the company, as they say, to pursue other interests, which made me smile broadly, as it couldn't have happened to a better guy.
Don't subject yourself to this, brother (or sister). Look for something else. Seventeen years is a lot of time to be left on the table, but I did it, and others have, too.